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Return

  • Writer: A V
    A V
  • Oct 27
  • 4 min read
A woman standing at her window gazing at the sea

The Drift Away

 

Life gets loud. You move fast. You answer messages, handle work, grab a quick meal, and promise yourself you’ll slow down “later.”

 

Nothing is wrong, but something feels off — like you’re slightly away from yourself.

 

Drift happens in small ways.

You say yes when you needed rest.

You eat whatever is easy, not what feels right.

You scroll past your hunger and your feelings.

You stop noticing the little things that used to make you feel grounded.

 

The signs are quiet: food fills you but doesn’t satisfy you, your shoulders stay tight, your space feels messy, and your mind feels far. You’re inside your life, but not quite in it.

 

Return begins the moment you notice this distance. No blame. Just honesty: I miss myself.

That simple truth is the first step home.

 

The Call Home

 

Home isn’t new. It’s not something to search for or build from scratch. It’s who you’ve always been — the part of you that never really left. But somewhere along the way, life convinced you to step aside from it.

 

You learned to adapt, to survive, to do what was expected. And slowly, you forgot what ease felt like. The world rewarded your pretending, and soon, pretending felt safer than being true.

 

So when that quiet pull begins — that gentle call to return — it doesn’t always feel comforting. It stirs old memories, old fears. The same ones that made you walk away.

You worry that coming home might mean facing what hurt, or that you’ll lose yourself again. So you stay busy, stay polished, stay fine.

 

But home waits.

It doesn’t fade or punish. It simply keeps the light on.

And when you finally turn toward it — even a little — you remember that nothing was ever missing. You were just paused in fear.

 

Return isn’t a rescue. It’s a reunion.

You pick up where you left off, heal what broke, and begin the spiral upward — not as someone new, but as the one who finally came back.

 

And sometimes, return leads you somewhere you’ve never actually been.

A place that feels new but right — where your choices, your body, and your peace finally agree. It might surprise you, how natural it feels to live this way. You may not have known this version of yourself before, yet something deep inside recognizes it immediately. Because this is who you were meant to be — free, healthy, awake, and alive.

 

Some returns are first arrivals.

 

Return Begins Now

 

A woman in her garden

There is no right way to come back. Only your way.

Some days it looks steady, other days it feels messy — both count. What matters is that you keep reaching for what feels real.

 

If you miss a step, take it again.

If you forget, remember when you can. Nothing is lost. Each attempt is still movement toward yourself.

 

Blame only freezes what was meant to heal. Let it go. The moment you release the need to be perfect, space opens for peace to return. You stop chasing and start allowing — food tastes better, breath feels easier, and time softens around you.

 

You don’t return because someone told you to. You return because something inside you understands it’s time. You can feel the pull — the quiet wish to care, to eat well, to move kindly, to live like you matter.

 

So if today you eat the sweet, enjoy it.

Then take a short walk, listen to music, feel the air, and let the moment pass through you. You are fine. You are learning. You are home already — simply finding new ways to stay.

 

The Soft Landing


Every return is made of steps — small, simple, and deeply alive.

Each one holds meaning when you give it attention. These are the steps that bring you back, not once, but every day.

 

When you cook, be there. Choose your ingredients with care. Hold them, wash them, smell them. Feel the texture change under your hands. Listen to the sounds — the knife, the water, the simmering pan. Let your body learn what nourishment feels like before the first bite.

 

When you eat, stay awake to it. Notice the warmth, the flavor, the pace of your breath. Taste slowly. Don’t lose yourself in the motion of eating. Let each bite remind you that this is your time — a quiet act of care, not escape.

 

When you move, move with presence. You don’t need forests or seas — you only need awareness. Walk through your home, stretch, dance, breathe. Play sounds of rain or wind, light a candle that smells like earth, surround yourself with what reminds you of life. Let movement be your connection to it.

 

Three steps — cook, eat, move.

Do them every day. Feel them through all your senses. These are your rituals of return — steady, honest, alive.

Each day you meet them with care, you return a little deeper into yourself.

 

The Continuation

 

A woman in a terrace with a see view

Return doesn’t end when the day does. It unfolds quietly — in the way you wake, the way you notice, the way you keep choosing presence when distraction calls.

 

You don’t graduate from coming home; you learn to live there.

Each time you drift, you’ll know the path back — it’s softer now, shorter, familiar. Because once you’ve felt your own rhythm again, you never truly lose it.

 

This is the circle the body and soul understand — to nourish, to move, to rest, to return — again and again, each time a little closer to peace.

 


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